What is love....

2 MONTHS LATER.. STILL OVER LOAD

2008-08-02T08:40:00.002+08:00

work wise...
it is 2 months since she left the company.. still trying to look for replacement..

one came and gone... everyweek taking 2 days of urgent leave from work.. after that one left only to discover alot of problem left behind..

with more job load coming in.. dont noe how long more i can cope...

family wise...
nothing much have change.. only time flies.. and baby is coming to the world soon...
have a name in mind but did not tell ppl yet...

friends wise....
when was the last time we all meet up... kind of miss ET, Wei, Alice, Des, Weiming, Zi An, Hua... tried to arrange but all are tied up with their times....

over load...

2008-06-26T08:37:00.002+08:00

Well she is no longer with us... alot more peace.. and lesser trouble.. but job load alot more.. they still looking for the right person to hire... almost a month liao.. everyday work late n tired...

it is confirm.. the baby is male.. so far progressing fine that is one gd new.. as days go by more and more stress on me.. maybe because of housing and kid...

sleepless night...

2008-05-17T11:23:00.001+08:00

feel so down lately...

at work everything that is not my fault seems to link themself to me even if that things is not my at all.. hire my to do Full but end up i now Loose, Air, Trans, Con... even talk to me saying i should do only Full and will judge my work base on that.. but on the other hand.. they push all others to me... ask me to give my Loose and trans to her.. but her dnt even want to learn just complain out loud and keep asking me over her desk to explain n tell and guide.. everytime the same thing... some job they want me to handle them.. but on the other hand tell me my performance will not be judge by that.. what am i supose to do.. if dont really care about it will also end up my problem... at least some customer prise me for the gd job done.. but dont think they noe about it..

lately dont noe why i just cant sleep well.... haiz...

baby 4th month liao... my wife when check up herself with my mother.. they get to hear the heart beat of him/her...

STUCK IN A BIG DECISION

2008-04-16T08:44:00.004+08:00

this two week... i am stuck with afew big decision..

one of my close buddy told me before
==========================
in life there is afew big decision..
- buy house
- continue education
- marriage
- change job
- having kids
==========================

Well I am stuck with 2 or maybe 3 of them… a house, change job and now have a kid… with my wife having a baby now… it is not easy to change job.. few weeks ago a chance have came knocking on my door.. a gd chance.. I wanted to jump to that chance.. but now.. I cant.. cos of housing issue…

Haiz… so much things I wanted to say but I cant…. Who can share all this problem with me ?? I don’t noe anymore…

Song lyrics | Life Is Like A Boat lyrics

擦肩而過

2008-03-31T08:33:00.000+08:00

擦肩而過

詞曲:譚志華
編曲：屠穎

我愛著誰　愛到我有點醉
告訴我你是誰　能夠把我讓我變不對
你不會累　但我卻愛你愛到好累
從沒有為了誰　不顧安危付出一切
站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺

他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

你聽我說　你不要這麼做
你不要看著我　說你已經知道怎麼做
你很難受　我願意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛　再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺

他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

sharon preg...

2008-03-16T20:27:00.002+08:00

almost 4 month since marriage...
a number of things happen this few months..

one is a gd new... sharon is preg almost 3 month preg already..
another is finally finish shifting office

more busy months ahead..

LEFT ZIM LOG.. MISS THEM :p

2008-01-22T08:47:00.000+08:00

Well i left Zim log on 4 Jan..
ended my 4 month stay there..
learn quite a number of things.. also saw how one person use words to kill the relationship in work....

words can save or kill life...
words can be beautiful at the same time ugly..

after left zim.. i miss some colleuages there...

now at a new company.. doing what i prefer most.. general cargo..
i feel better..

there is also staff there is very experience to guide me and my chance to learn more things from him...

in six months.. so much have change..
- change job from AGS to Zim and now new company.
- got settle down and married...

alot more to come in future...

我不配

2007-12-30T13:46:00.001+08:00

我不配 by Jay 周杰倫

这街上太拥挤　
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
这街上太拥挤　
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

I LEFT ZIM LOG

2007-12-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

Year 2007 & 2008 + I LEFT ZIM LOG

well.. this wed i have just sumbit my tender letter to A...
my last day of service to Zim log will be nxt friday 4 Jan..
and start work on a new company on 7 Jan..

SOE.. sound like quite a high position.. pressure man..

but due to many reason i have to leave Zim...
- too many backstabbing is one of the reason..
- i cant work with that person any more..

finally this month can clear all the out standing after wedding issue that is needed to be clear..

plans for 2008
- Study a diploma
- Hope can travel to Europe (but must have enough $)
- embark on another saving journey
- not to let go the bonding with my friends
- to forgive and forget

issue happen on Year 2007...
- switch job from AGS to ZIM and now going to change again.. haiz
- gastric better already..
- lost some friends and noe some new one..
- married with sharon

大男人小女孩 by 林俊杰

2007-12-15T10:55:00.000+08:00

不是我的错我们都听过
完美的时候要更多
找这时候说的太多
有时候的我
只想和你一样沉默
不想单单罗罗嗦嗦
水也灭不掉的火

也许大男人真的很男人
也许大男人没那么男人
少了点风度还是不承认
有时候错的并不知道错的
不想借口只是直接一天说
有时候女孩没那么小孩
心里的无奈也需要点关怀
遗憾的遗留变成勉强了
怎么能重新再来

IN CAMP TRAINING

2007-12-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

well had in camp training from 11-14 Dec..
spend most of the time waiting....

had 2 days 1 night in out field.. raining.. boots wet socks wet..
stepping in small "ponds" everywhere...

dnt noe why must spend night outside also..
everything can be complete during 1 day and 1 night.. dnt even need to spend the night out...

well everything still the same.. all sell fish.. when comes to doing something...
if it dont benefit oneself.. they dont even want to do or care about it...
nothing change... haiz...

what to do....

金莎 - 笨蛋

2007-08-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

金莎 - 笨蛋

冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

六月的雨 by 胡歌

2007-08-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

六月的雨 by 胡歌

一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你

一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟
你走后什么都已经消失在风雨里)

LAST DAY IN AGS

2007-08-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

Last day in AGS

Today.. 17 Aug 2007 offically the last day of my service at AGS..... soon i will joining the new company at 27 Aug... quite look forward to it..

hm.. crazy thoughs

2007-08-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Just another crazy post..

Through the Mist of Mountain, the river shall flow
with polluted water and posion fishes then joins the oceans by the sea,

Fishes that will be eaten by bigger fish
which posion the human that in their final circles of life

Ocean which evaporates to acid rain
that destorys life and buildings in lands

pollutions cause by human
shall ends with destructions of human.

what we done now shell be paid by in our future generations
what u sew is what you gain..

New mobile phone

2007-08-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

Was thinking of getting a new mobile phone for some time liao.. since i give sharon my Sony Ericsson W850I, i was thinking to get a phone myself..

Hm.. afew mobile phone came to my mind... first was Sony Ericsson K800I, LG Shine KU970 or Samsung SGH-U600(also know as Ultra Edition 10.9).

Today saw Qiu ling (alice) take the Samsung SGH-U600 so i borrow and try it.. it was like wow.. i have decided i going to take that phone.. Samsung SGH-U600...

But like in the past.. everytime i want to buy thing in the end i wait and wait and wait till the one i use is spoilt then i change.. example is the PS2 i said i want to get it from the day it was out in the market like 4-5 years ago.. till now the PS3 is out already.. i have not get the PS2 yet.. haiz.. why i did not get it.. cos too expensive lor :p keke got money but.. when i go in the shops to see it i see the price when i about to buy.. i feel heartache to buy it...

so when am i going to get this phone... i dont noe.....

Sony Ericsson K800I

LG Shine KU970

Samsung SGH-U600(Ultra Edition 10.9 )

李圣杰--不顾一切的爱

2007-08-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

李圣杰--不顾一切的爱

当你边飞边流下泪滴
我不认为谁变了心
你不过是累了去旅行
而我是家永远会等你
听说你的爱碰上雨季
又湿了又冷生了一场病
心疼的我想给你暖意
倔强的你不让我走近
月光在你眼里
你说你没资格让我呵护疼惜
就算我真能抛弃一切
你又怎么去战胜自己
不顾一切的爱才算是爱
从来没有感慨一路走来
不记得悲哀只记得愉快
总想为你实现你的期待
不顾一切的爱无可取代
所受的伤害都像是告白
我不走开等你随时再回来

quotes

2007-08-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

i suddenly think of this few quote...

"real or fake.. dont judge by logic.. judge by ur heart.. see the things around you and u will feel it with your heart"

often we see things in a logical way.. (that apply to me to..) but at times doing it the logical way will lead to reget... but how many ppl are able to see things using their heart ??

"words said are like water that was throw out of the pails that can never be recovered"

often we talk without thinking... sometime it will hurt others... words that came out of our mouth are not recoverable.. just like when u throw pails of water in to the open ground.. how can u recover them back ?? even if anyone can recover them.. it is not the same water as the one that was in the pail before.. it could be lesser or a change in content..

Life...

2007-07-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

sometime in life we cant be to straight and expect everyone to go our way.. life is not easy... to get things done.. we sometime have to twist and turn to get the things right done and well.. if we just go straight and dont see sometime we will hurt ppl in the process.. and those ppl we hurt now might be the one helping us in future.. we really have to sometime twist and turn to suit everyone and get things done then everyone is happy, get our job done and we also gain ppl trust lor... u might think they dont help u now but in future who knows right...

我可以 by 蔡旻佑

2007-07-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

幸福它真的不容易

How to Save a Life

2007-07-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

Title : How to Save a Life
Singer : The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks,
You say sit down it's just to talk
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare blindly right on through.

Some sort of a window to your right,
She goes left and you stay right
Between the lines
Of fear and blame,
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness,
And I would have stayed up,
With you all night,
Had I known,
How to save a life

Let him know that you know best,
'cuz after all, you do know best,
Try to slip past his defence,
Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness,
And I would have stayed up,
With you all night,
Had I known,
How to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours,
And grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road,
Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things,
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness,
And I would have stayed up,
With you all night,
Had I known,
How to save a life...

...Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness,
And I would have stayed up,
With you all night,
Had I known,
How to save a life...

How to save a life...

How to save a life!...

...Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness,
And I would have stayed up,
With you all night,
Had I known,
How to save a life...

...Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness,
And I would have stayed up,
With you all night,
Had I known,
How to save a life...

How to save a life...

How to save a life...

WOULD YOU BE THERE

2007-06-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Artist: Redwan Ali
Title : Would You Be There

If I were blue, would you be there for
me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me, let me hold you
tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance
with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and
care
Would you die for me, would you run
with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with
me?
Would you swear that your love is
always true?
Would you say that you'll always be
the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with
me?
Would you swear that your love is
always true?
Would you say that you'll always be
the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there

If I'm away, would you still think of
me,
And wished that you would hold me
now,
Would you die for me, would you run
with me,
all the way

Would you be there to love, to be with
me?
Would you swear that your love is
always true?
Would you say that you'll always be
the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul
tonight?
Would you swear that your love is
always true?
Would you say that you'll always be
there,
to kiss my pain away.

Would you be there to love, to be with
me?
Would you swear that your love is
always true?
Would you say that you'll always be
the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul
tonight?
Would you swear that your love is
always true?
Would you say that you'll always be
there,
to kiss my pain away.

Would you be there,
for me.

Project : ROM Date line : 6 Oct

2007-03-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

Oct 6 will be the date me and sharon have our ROM

Finally, manage to talk to Sharon's Mother. It went more smoothly then planned, without any question ask her mother agreed to our marriage.

so.. From now till Oct 6 have alot to do and plan...
Booking chalet, Getting the Photos done, Do up mine room, alot of things...

After Oct 6... it is offical that Sharon will be mine wife...

Yes.. we are getting ROM on Oct 6.. Mine bday on Oct 7 and Oct is the day we started out relationship in 1998.

3 celebration in a day how nice can it get ??

Chinese New Year 2007

2007-02-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

First day of chinese new year is basically staying at home mostly till evening time go mine aunti house for dinner....

Second day of chinese new year, have visited mine Gf's boss place follow by mine friend wei wei's place n went for KTV from 10 to 1 am...

Third day mine friends, the hua bothers, wei wei, eddy, pong, ah ling, rong, zhen an came to mine place for lunch.. then head down orchard to return the VCD before meeting eddy at bugis.. then end of the day....

still builing mine forth Gundam... Strike Freedom.. hope to complete it this week..

Thomas.. sorry did not join u on the Third day of new year for the game... sorry..

忘不了

2007-02-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

作词 : 施文斌
作曲 : 施文斌
监制 : 施文斌 / 杨震

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里
昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问
分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠
我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你
为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离

吴克群-我有罪

2007-01-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

我知道我有罪
讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错
讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我就是我错
却不好说拈花惹草是我又是我
罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
就罚我唱情歌
越唱越大声
我爱我承认
唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何
你值得更好的男人

我知道我有罪
讲的罪
只出一张嘴
我知道我有错
讲的错
坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我就是我错
却不好说痞子无赖是我又是我
罪让你承受

让我这罪人
嚷到心灰意冷
痛苦已喊不出声
你背已转身
我看到你伤痕
才知道我错我有多残忍

review of year 2006

2007-01-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

hm.. year 206 had just pass... what happen to the whole year ??? it seem like it passed so fast....

health have not been gd... hope this year will be better......

just hope this coming year will be better

buzy buzy buzy...

2006-12-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

this few months have been soooo buzy..
buzy with work.. etc etc etc... haiz...
health...still ok some how feeling that the vomiting might be back soon.. haiz...

anyway... i also found a new song that i like.. some say this song is out for quite some time liao but it is only lately that i have time to discover it...

退后-周杰伦

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情会一定带去

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去(待续)
(相信你我还会有开始
只因我们都没有错)

IPOD DOWN~!!!~!!!

2006-10-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

Ipod Nano.. one that i cant leave it is down~~~
but lucky i still have 2 week of warranty left.. and Apple claim they will replace mine Ipod Nano...

Cant wait for the replacement to come in afew days

Tired....

2006-09-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

this 2 week... have been working like no tomorrow...
working so long hours.. partly bcos i am not used to do consol yet... and rather come in early and leave office late then to delay the work...

so many things to do in the beginning.. but now getting better...
at first got consol, cgo status, DG do to... Consol & cgo status.. such a killer..
but now getting better as handing the cgo status over but still learning consol..
haiz...

now physical so tired....

CHALET AT DEC WILL IT CANCEL AGAIN ??

2006-09-16T01:29:00.000+08:00

sign.. have already cancel the oct chalet(my birthday) cos lack of ppl turning up...
dont want to do another one but all of mine friend keep advising that i can push it to Dec holiday where more ppl will be free...

then one of them bring up to have chalet at dec... now there is hardly even ppl go see the forum to and comment about the chalet.... feeling that i will be cancel again.. haiz..

很想说 by李圣杰

2006-09-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

(You are so beautiful to me~~)
在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧难道
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
My Love~
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
爱了就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口
不会走
爱你会直到最後
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以
复合

Tired week~~~~

2006-09-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

this week is a long tired week... Rachel not around so many things to do...
then Idah quit suddenly.. it makes things worst... everyday have to help out in some operation issue so much so that i hardly have time to do mine own work.. sign so many ppl away even manager have to come down to help out..

tired week..but gd thing is that i get to learn new things again..
find that i progress quite fast in this company.. 1 year 1 month 2 week.. thats how long i have been...

last 2-3 day of July 2005 join the company... work in BL take me 2-3 month to learn n settle down...

Last week of April 2006 2006 Transfered to CS.. after 7 months in BL...

Now.. 5 Months in to CS i have learn about 30% of the whole department.. and progressing to learn to plan Consol, mine knowledge about consol is only like 30%

have i progress too fast ?...

Gastric.. not too gd...

SCOPE RESULT.....

2006-08-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

so finish mine scope...
not a gd experience.. result... intestine infection....
haiz....

Thanks Thomas for accompaning me to hospital....

GOING FOR SCOPE....

2006-08-31T11:32:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today... in afew hour time will be going for a scope..
not worry about the process but worry about the result after it..

GIFT FOR SHARON....

2006-08-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

Got a dig cam for sharon.. pass it to her yesterday...
so happy to see her over the moon about it...

just hope she take care of the camera..

SAMSUNG DIGIMAX V700

Unfaithful by Rihanna

2006-08-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Live version

[Intro:]
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

[Verse 1:]
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in
Because I'm goin' again
To him I just can't be true

[Bridge:]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

[Verse 2:]
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hangin' with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

[Bridge:]
Cause I know that he knows im unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

Our love... his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this... anymore

Oooohhh... anymore

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

Oooohhh

...a murderer
No no no
Yeah yeah

BADLY DAMAGE HEALTH..

2006-08-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

Dont noe whats wrong with me....
weekend stomach upset, weekday vomit...
Whats really going on with mine health??

Can anyone tell me whats wrong ??...

body system down... again..

2006-08-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

haiz.. health is not better again this week... food dont seems to go down.. all stuck.. whats going on ?? i really dont noe what happen.. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MINE HEALTH ??????????

Love....

2006-08-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

A love came by,
through the hurt and betray
through the tears and heartache
where the love will head to ?

The lover is here
what love will it bring ?
signs of a happy future
or another ending with heart break ?

Love have came and gone
leaving happiness and sorrow
bring yet another experience in life
weather it comes or goes

Touch mine heart with love
showering me with care and warm

A love..
came and gone like wind

Sharon Bday & Genting trip (18-20 Aug)

2006-08-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

18th Aug..
Taken a leave on the day cos sharon's bday..
first surprise was on 17th Aug (thursday) send her a bday cake n swiss roll from Rich & Gd... 18th Aug taken leave but when back for about an hour to clear some stuff as normal email & updates... left round 11pm and drop by the flowershop to see the flower before going to fetch her...

after arriving.. the delivery of the flower was LATE !!!! it was planned to be around 11-12.. but it only came at 12.20.. have to call them n tell them off...

after her work.. she though that i was on half day leave.. and that i was still in office.. 2nd surprise i appear before her.. :p took her to lunch at swensens n a Japan buffet dinner at Miramir hotel... all ended quite early as i have to rush for the company genting trip...

19th Aug..
Reach genting early at 4-5 am and check in to First World hotel.. plan to rest but was pull to First world's Casino.. ended at 7am without any win or lose.. woke up at 10 am to walk around.. feel so lonely alone.. all alone.. walk around the casino n indoor theme park.. so sian.. then the price at outdoor theme park made me reconsider to go in.. but after walking awhile.. to boring.. so just buy the ticket n go in.. saw afew of them inside.. played afew rides ended up mostly is camera man.. haiz.. what to do...

dinner time.. did not really go well.. eat n vomit, eat n vomit.. practically vomit what ever i eat.. after the second vomit.. came out of toliet.. all are gone.. wanted to eat something light but all r gone.. haiz.. only to see them taking group photo without anyone notice i missing.... so end up i hide one corner.. to appear after the photo... seems that no one notice haiz.. Predestined Loner... anyway after dinner they went casino i when there again.. only to end up lossing not alot..

after that when back to room n rest end of the day...

20th Aug..
so lonely when on the trip back.. want to engage in conversation but it seems so hard to get in to it.. when i want to go in they like change topic.. so hard.. so sian.. so lonely..Predestined Loner...

msg...

2006-08-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

We r e author for a book named "Our Life" It's chapters filled with memories n nightmare, love n torn, laughter n sorrow. Every min n every sec, every decision, Every choice will effect every little things. Choose well n dont regret, Once written will never be erase as time will never return nor wait...

Distance between you and me is not by measurement,
but when you cant be hold on too,
Words that cant be mention,
Hurt that cant be seen,
Feelings that must be hidden,
Love that cant be review.

When e 1 u love left u, u r hurt but u cant hate him as u both hve feeling 4 each other b4,yet it is hard 2 b friend as both bcom the most understanding stranger...

life's like a coin with 2 sides
Gd or bad, Love or Hate, Happy or Sad, Life or Death. All divided by a thin line of choice.

Wrong choice cause life of regret.
Choise wise n dont look back even if u noe u made the wrong one.

Every choice have a bright side, it only depend on how u see it

Visit to Loof & Old folk home (12 & 13Aug)

2006-08-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

12 Aug (Sat)

We sat Morning and noon was nothing much other then watch VCD lor..
but the main event was the trip to Loof at 9 pm....

Manage to meet up with first Hua, next was our new friend to the group that was Joo Bee, follow by Pong and Q and lastly Xing Yao before we head off for dinner... Zen An will be late, Eddy n wei wei meet us up later at the Loof itself and we ordered a bottle of Chivas, and as times go by we order afew finger food.. But Joo bee left at 10 so early.. before she left we manage to catch the fireworks.. although not clear but at least we manage to see it..

anyway it will till around 12 plus then we finish that bottle n left there..

it was like so long since we have such a nice gathering...

13 Aug(Sun)

Did not sleep well due to fan problem.. so took another fan to replace it.. but haiz.. cant sleep well as it dont really work well so only really sleep for around 2-3 hour the rest of the time was turning over n over.. but still cant sleep well..

woke up at 7 and went to market to buy lots of Pandan Cake for the visit to Old Folk Home later at noon... The visit to Old Folk home was quite nice.. they enjoy eating the cake.. but after then end of it.. i was very tired..

What a tired, fun & meanful weekend...

SUPERWOMAN - KARYN WHITE

2006-08-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Thomas for this nice song.. .Thank you...

---------------------------------------------

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)

If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman

你那么爱她 - 李圣杰

2006-08-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

直到爱消失你才懂得去珍惜
身边每个美好风景只是它早已离去
直到你想通他早已经不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊

你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

When you like or love someone is it a must to keep it by urside ??
or just let it go ??

If you love that person.. let it go..
if it come back.. the love is there..
but if that person dont.. well just wish that the person is happier with another person...

If you love that person.. treasure every moments.. even if it is just a very simple meal or a simple chat.. it might just become the only memories you have with that person......

What is love ???

重来李圣杰

2006-08-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来

期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱

现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我

现在我只想
回到最初的时候　
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头

真的需要你的我
只要你回头
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

what is love ??

2006-07-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

O mortals what is lovethat blinds beyond life on earth?
To all corners in a pair we fly, braving summer and winter by and by.
Union is bliss parting is woes, agony is boundless for a lovelorn soul
Sweetheart give me a word....trails of clouds drifting forward.
Amid mountains capped with snows.
Whither shall my lonesome shadow go?

VEGE SUNDAY...

2006-07-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Wanted to stay home n rest today.. but recieved a call from mine friend to have a buffet lunch at a Vegetarain Restaurant at Liat Towers called LINGZHI VEGETRAIN.. overall the food is quite nice.. but when it comes to drink.. it is costly.. sign. though it is buffet but then it dont include free flow of drinks... shit.. did not ask about that...

Anyway we have somehow quite decide that it will be a place for our gathering at Sept...

window walking sunday....

2006-07-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

haiz... pocket no money liao... only enough to eat n transport... so sunday going to stay home all day..

so today only go out n walk walk at suntec only.. kind of boring but mainly is we sit down n talk talk n enjoy the cooling air con :p just before dinner we went to see fishes at the pond.. quite relaxing when looking at them.. haiz.. wanted to have fish at home but.. consider the fact that i might neglact them.. might as well dont let them suffer while in mine care...

after the dinner at Just Noodles (business quite gd now compare to our first visit when they just open) i went to dedicate song "Most Beautiful Girl In The World by Prince" for sharon, sadly the song was not played but at least the msg was read out...

overall today was quite nice.. and i really miss sharon alot... dont noe why.. but i need her to be by mine side it give me a motive to do things...

Most Beautiful Girl In The World by Prince

2006-07-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World

It's plain 2 see U're the reason that God made a girl

When the day turns into the last day of all time

I can say, I hope U are in these arms of mine

And when the night falls before that day I will cry

I will cry

tears of joy cause after U all one can do is die

Could U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World Could U

beIt's plain 2 see

U're the reason that God made a girl

Oh yes U are

How can I get through days when I can't get through hours

I can try but when I do I see U and I'm devoured

Oh Yes

Who'd allow, who'd allow a face 2 be soft as a flower

I could bow and feel proud in the light of this power

Oh Yes

Could U be (Could U be)The Most Beautiful Girl in the World

Could U beIt's plain 2 see U're the reason that God made a girl

Oh yes U are

And if the stars ever fell one by one from the sky

I know Mars could not be 2 far behind

Cuz baby, this kind of beauty has got no reason 2 ever be shy

Cuz honey, this kind of beauty the kind that comes from inside

Could U be

The Most Beautiful Girl in the World

So beautiful, beautifulIt's plain 2 see (Plain 2 see)

U're the reason that God made a girl

Could U be The Most Beautiful Girl in the World (U U're my girl)

It's plain 2 see U're the reason that God made a girl (U're the reason)

If the stars (Could U be)

ever fell one by one from the sky(The Most Beautiful Girl in the World)

Oh Yeah

I know Mars (It's plain 2 see) could not be 2 far behind(U're the reason that God made a girl)

Could U beThe Most Beautiful Girl in the World

Could U beThe Most Beautiful Girl in the World
Could U...

CHECK UP AT SGH

2006-07-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

sign.. what a day today.. cancel mine leave n change to half day(out after lunch) return to office in hope to clear mine stuff..

guess what.. power trip... twice.. and then all work have to be stop to source the main faulty plug.. mostly think is time to relax but i crazy la.. just want to work n work.. at first want to cancel mine medical appointment.. crazy right.. i noe..

well in the end i still go for the appointment... end up waiting for almost 2 hour for the ultrasound to finish the scan, after the scan the have no comment have wait till 15 Aug for a visit to the doc to see how it is... haiz... really worry it is something bad...

after the scan when home but when i reach home.. found out that most of the CS still at office around 7.. haiz... should have go back office to help....

I am just a crazy person who want to work...

haiz... also got news that someone is leaving.. sad leh.. why must go ?? haiz...

~!~!~!~ CHALET CANCELLED ~!~!~!~

2006-07-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

haiz.. Organizing a meet up/gathering/event seems to get harder and harder....
as one by one get pair up the harder it gets....

long gone the time where we can meet up every weekend sitting down to chat, play some board games together... But all this only seems like not more then half a year ago... It seems that after the last chalet at Feb many seems to be busy with their stuff...

kindly of abit tired trying so hard to get them to get together... Almost every Friday will msg them to ask if they are free.. Even though I noe the ans in mine heart that most will not turn up..

even now.. The chalet at Oct.. Was actually for mine Bday... Almost everyother's Bday someone will do the planning for them... Now that I have plan mine very own.. Mine very own with no one really chipping in much idea till I tell them to meet up to chip in then they think about it...

I kindly of like no choice cos if I dont ask them for idea... Later some will comment that the chalet is to expensive... EXPENSIVE ???

for the last chalet do they actually noe that I was paying more and almost the whole of mine year end bonus was gone? Do they noe that the cost I told them was actually not real ? Just a basic math calculation will tell you that how can the cost of the BBQ food for 10-12 and tools with 3 cartons of drink how cant it be only less then 100...

And so many other cost that I absorb minself.....

This time round... So many ppl seems to be unavailable and was kind of like force to rearrange their plans...

of all 10 ppl.. 2 where oversea due to personal reason cant be blame... 2 due to study exam cant be blame... 4 due to personal/work reason will be late cant be blame... left 2 whom will be at chalet most of them time ... Since most have some reason that cant be blame so why not delay the thing...

ok first I decide to delay but... Still no point also I find that I am burning out soon... Those other friend of mine keep on telling me no use to keep this going on but I really want to have this whole click of friends.. I really wanted to.. But... I am burning out soon really burning out...

how many times did I have to hid the real cost.... So many time that I have to absorb the cost....

I am really tired this time... Tired of being so "ON".... Tired of asking and know the answer will be so negative....

(sob while typing this.... Heartache... Who know and appreciate what I have done...)

男人的苦

2006-07-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

I really want to hold you forever mine baby x2

不要就放弃别留下想念你的痕迹逃出了回忆在雨里让我清心彻底
不爱就别在继续别留下痛恨你的情绪甩掉了过去在风里让我痛快的呼吸
你说过的话早已在风里做过的事也不过是取悦自己OH YE
在等待若是不够让你彻底回心转意倒不如痛快的离去 BABY

男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤独的沙丘
总是在日晒后独自泪流男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
男人的烦恼绕啊绕快乐就让你一个人得到
(男人的苦男人的痛你都不会明白 YE
你要走就走千万别回头没有你的生活既然继续
就让这爱碎的彻底若是用哀求去挽留
我怎么说的出口爱你的是非对错
永远都没有人能体会)

你吻过的心已冰冷如熄
爱过的人也不过是幸运而已OH YE
太懂得若是不能让你从爱上中逃离
倒不如干脆的放弃

男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤独的沙丘
总是在日晒后独自泪流男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
男人的烦恼绕啊绕快乐就让你一个人得到

男人的苦究竟有谁会明了孤傲的笑
总是在乌云中独自逗留男人的痛究竟有谁会知道
两人的巢就让我烧爱情让你一个人拥有

is hardworking a mistake ?

2006-07-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

This morning nearly late.. cos i suddenly decide to bring mine swimming stuff along n to walk to MRT instead of taking bus... hope can end work early today but it appears not to..

well work have not been smooth today... friday was buzy as normal...
but cant stand it when i was like treated as an invisible guy...
all was having like chatting fun but.... treated me like a invisble guy...

whats wrong with me being so hardworking so on ???
whats wrong with me staying behind to confirm that warehouse have got all document ??
is too hardworking a mistake ???
no one is in office at sat.. if warehouse dont have doc.. then how ?? someone have to go back n fax to them or check the system for them... i stay to prevent that... is that a mistake ??

what crime have i committed ??? what have i done do deserve the cold that some ppl treat me in office?? am i too friendly ?

who understand how i feel ???

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

2006-07-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

rascal flatts-What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and
Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do (x2)

又一年又三年

2006-06-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

很想告诉你,
你的话我都没忘记
就连那轻微的呼吸,
也都会烙在我心里

眼里的忧郁,
告诉我你还没忘记,
还穿着他送的外衣
掩饰着脆弱的情绪,
他还试着他还真的回头来找你,
不能放弃不能忘记
他曾经深爱着你,

但已经又一年又三年
又是一个世纪
又春天又夏天又是落叶满地
你还守着你自己
不让幸福再靠近

我可以放弃你忘记你
不再眷恋着你
又一年又三年又是落叶满地
只要等到你是你
只要你快乐我会祝福你

I swear (All 4 one)

2006-06-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

I Swear, by the monn and the stars in the skies
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know that's weighting on your mine You can be sure I know my part
Cause I'll stand bedside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I'd made mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse,till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you everything I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when (And when)just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I'd still care
Cause as the time turns the page My love won't age at all
And I swear (I swear)by the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there I'll be there
I swear (And I swear)liek the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (T)I'll be there
For better or worse,till death do us part,
I'll love you with every beat of my heart and I swear

(ALL)I swear (I swear)by the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there I'll be there
I swear liek the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there I'll be there
For better or worse Better or worse
Till death do us part Oh,no
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
Every single beat of my heart And I swear,I swear,I swear

我发誓

我发誓当着天上的星星月亮我发誓
如同守候你的身影我看见你眼中闪烁着疑惑
也听见你心中忐忑不安你可以安心我很清楚我的脚本
在往后共度的岁月里你只会因为喜悦而流泪
即使我偶尔会犯错也绝不会让你心碎我发誓
当着天上星星月亮我必在你左右我发誓
如同守候你的身影我必在你左右无论丰腴困厄
至死不渝我用我每个心跳爱你我愿给你一切我所能给的
用双手为你筑梦将最美好的回忆挂在墙上
当你我独处你不再对我的爱存疑任时荏苒
我的爱永不老去

3 weeks of June...

2006-06-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

well so much have happen in June...

3rd to 5th June
Warded at SGH due to gastric problem.. but dont seems to have much changes now adays... but mainly warded as i was badly dehydrated. Thanks to Qiu Ling, Pong and Hua for visiting me despite their busy schedule.. and Mine dear whom spend the 3 days with me.. taking care of me.. Sorry for the worry everyone..

17th June
Well i feel heavy headed and blur so stay home most of the time.. have ask the click out for dinner... waited at the place for about 2 hour with mine dear but some cant confirm some cant be contacted.. so left the place during half time of that match...

18th June
Another sick day... down with headache & flu sign.... one sickly year... almost sick for 3/4 of the time... what a great year...

19th June
When to office but was too sick to work.. so just hand over things then when to Polyclinic to see doctor Mine dear happen to be on leave on this day she bring me to see Doc.. Thanks dear..

20th June
When to Camp for reservice but was still on MC.. cant go endose MC till around 12pm after the breifing.. then when see go endose MC the doc did not even want to see me just chop sign then i can go already.. though can get more MC cos i still very unwell.. when home for the day and rest..

21th - 23th June
Well this few days in camp have not been in much better health condition.. still as bad as it is from the start of the week...

每一次和你分开

2006-06-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
----
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白

superwomen

2006-05-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒

想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑著的你
还能够　做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望著我　小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
But I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh—Babe---

You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此　只求夜长一点

有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头　都有你的笑容

是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权

(---Baby)是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成　灰烬

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.

二人世界

2006-04-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

打開call機寸步不離就怕遺漏了你任何訊息
我要你每分每秒都感覺我的關心

翻開日記自言自語字裡行間的話題都是你
愛上你的笑你的淚你的唇你的髮和你說話的聲音

每晚反覆的溫習你的吻和你的呼吸
一遍遍一遍又一遍就算失眠也覺得甜蜜
你睡了嗎夢到我嗎夢裡的我和白天一樣嗎
我拿起電話又輕輕放下
怕不小心把你吵醒了會把你的夢打斷

曾經幻想有一個家有日出有夕陽靠近海灘
可是郤只有女主人的模樣無法想像 (有點遺憾)
夢幻拼圖加上了你才能拼出完整美麗圖案
當清晨醒來有陽光有音樂有溫暖
還有你做的早餐有你在身旁彷彿已經身在天堂
做甚么都可以既然已在天堂
做甚么又何妨 (又何妨)

I WANT MOVIE!!!!!

2006-04-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

sign... i just want to watch "Ice Age 2" no one seems to be available to watch with me... even mine dear she already watch it... although after countless complain she then agree but it dont come from her heart so no point watching it...

pei rong watch with her friend... hua, eddy n wei wei not interested....
pong n Q dont noe whats their decision.. sign...

why quite so often the movie sharon did not want to wathc i dont get a chance to see it at all...

but when the movie she wanted i not interested at she gets it everytime....
even when i dont like it i will accompany her cos what matter to me most is that she is with me...

sign.. really want to watch that ICE AGE

I am transfered....

2006-04-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Well last week i was offically told in private by the head of department that i will be transfered to CS department... actually i was considering if i should go over before mine request was granted cos i worry that i cant get along well with some ppl there... but since the transfer was granted before i made up mine mind so i took it..

And it was offically told to the rest of mine department on wednesday during the meeting which i have expected it.. some is surprise n i saw some change in the mood but well i have to move on n learn new stuff...

today actually plan to work late but Geraldine was finding her way to yishun so i go with her but we end up talking in her car... she too agree with me that in the current department that i am in i can hardly grow...

After Geraldine and i reach yishun we head to the shop to purchase the thing she needed for her BF n had dinner at a coffee shop.. after the meal i took a train home... sign.. may have to go back on sat night to finish the uncomplete work...

What you sew what you sow

2006-03-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

Two university student was having problem with their school fee and they started of doing work as event planner.

An chance stumped upon them when requested for a well-know Musician Peter to host a musical thinking that they might earn a neat profit for this event, but Peter requested for a sum of US2000 for the musical with ambitious though they agree.

After the event they only managed to get US1600, the day after the event both of them went to Peter and handed him all the US1600 with and IOU of US400 claiming that they will return the money. But Peter torn off the IOU and told them to use the money to pay for the school fee, and 10% of the remaining for their commission while the rest will goes to Peter.

After the War Peter was the Prime Minister of his country, seeing his citizens suffer in hungry n homeless after the war, he seek help from US, without much request a high post Minister of US help him without condition. afew day after the request of help, Tons of aids flooded in.

Weeks after Peter requested a meet up with the Minister that helped him. But what surprise Peter was the Minister Thanked him instead as He was one of the boy of the two University student Peter have help years back....

This story is about What you sew what you sow...

At life you might not noe that someone you have help years ago will help you in some other ways in future...

decision...

2006-03-18T01:49:00.000+08:00

decision was made... choice was chosen,
whats left was memories of effort n hurt that has no words to describe....

张智成 -> 没有你

2006-03-15T22:58:00.001+08:00

张智成 -> 没有你
一天空的雨这小镇的天气
停格在原地提醒我你的离去
窗外的雨滴倒影出那过去
我微笑想起黑白画面的记忆
听说有一行文法很美的造句
叫我们永远在一起说说而已
要我们永远在一起说说而已

没有了你我恨自己
思念就像周糟的空气
存在但看不见想你
总是来不及
没有了你我恨自己
日子只剩下练习在等你
我微弱的呼吸声在很清楚的想你
却无能为力

所谓的距离
是不知道你在哪里
写好的想你
没办法投递

Meet up with mine army friends....

2006-03-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

Don't noe what happen to me today... Very districted.. Made quite a number of mistake at work... Sign... After after lunch I decide to clear everything n try to concentrate but did not work also... Too many things in mind that I want to settle hope to get it done soon

well this evening after work meet up with elvin, wei xiong n simon...
had dinner at mac... n watch the movie Underworld: Evolution at 9.30pm.. a continuation from the part one... Not bad to me... Quite a number of bloody fights..

don't neo what to say anymore... Too many things in mind.. Sign...

Movie~~ day (post for 1 March)

2006-03-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

Well today started off by meeting pei rong to take train together i drop off at raffles while she drop off later... nothing much happen at work only today was the start for the change of office hour.. till 6 pm.. but dont need to work on weekend unless work cant finish la...

after work.. meet up with pei rong n took train back to jurong point to meet up with the clicks... eddy, hua brothers n wei wei... together 6 of us had dinner.. n watch the movie Final Destination 3...

overall the movie is not bad... kind of scarry that u can feel and see how ppl around die by accident and was the way they die is some how related to the photo that you have taken... but in the end... did all of them really die ???
go catch the movie to find out more.. cant tell u liao.. go watch the movie...

smoky weekend....

2006-02-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

25 March…

Well This sat might be the last saturday our company officially work on sat….
At work place everyone seems relax.. but I am the only buzy one.. running here and there to complete n rush on documents… stomach acting weird again.. haiz… after work meet mine gf up and we when to mine home.. lunch only was Maggie.. n spend the afternoon laying in bedroom half sleep half talking to her… then around 4 plus left home to jurong east to take the shuttle bus to Raffles country club to attend Nova’s wedding dinner…

Started off feeling sad but as it go by with some red wine.. I did manage to cheer mineself up.. me Emily, Charmine, and Sandra was challenging each other to bottom up’s the red wine.. we finish around 3 cups in total but I don’t feel drunk cos I still can think n move with clear mind.. ppl keep saying I was drunk.. but if I am drunk how can I be so clear in mind.. ?? was I too high ? but I feel sian in side mine heart..

After the dinner ended, I went to Boon Lay Mac to meet The hua Bros, eddy n wei wei..
Seeing Gui Hui n wei wei with sun burns all over and eddy with big bag.. I guess that they went on a trip without me… Gui hua n Eddy was like trying to say something to each other but I was in between them so I can confirm that mine guess was correct.. but I did not mention it out till someone told me that I was smoked.. It was then I told them that I knew about it and I start linking the clues together n confirm with them mine guess… sign… they did when but without me… Even if they invite me I don’t think I can go also… due to work n attendances to the wedding dinner…

Well we have 10 kids set meal ya 10 sets…. Just to get the toy for me they eat 10 sets…

Sorry to u guys whom suffered with me at Mac….

Overall it was n day with up and downs…

26 March…

Early 7.55am woke up when mine gf called, actually I set alarm at 8 am… so I leave house at 830 to meet her up… n as planned we when to orchard.. just walk walk n see see around.. during noon time we watch The Pink Panther movie.. overall was funny (ya It was to be funny)

after movie we head to Marina Square n as per usual we go there sure look for gui hua….

While chatting with gui hua half way his phone msg ring n say that eddy msg him n ask me if eddy did msg me.. well with this I can guess they r meeting up tonight again… n might not be calling me as I did not received any…

But around 8.30pm I receive msg from eddy I not sure if gui hua told eddy that he mention to me about the sms that eddy send to him.. n with that eddy don’t feel comfortable about smoking me n let me noe last min… as things cant be hid from me anymore… But the damage was already done… not once but twice.. first the sentosa trip second the meet up tonight… I don’t noe whats going on with them.. don’t they treat me as friends / buddy / bro anymore ? Anyway… it hurts a lot.. emotional damage will leave scars in heart but physical damage can be healed..

Though today can be a happy day.. but end up… sign… why cant I decide whats gd n bad for me ? why those friends / buddy / bro that I though I finally found as a true treasure that can last forever smoke me till this extend n don’t trust that I noe mine health condition ?

what was i thinking this week?

2006-02-24T21:45:00.001+08:00

Sign…
what happen to me....
why was i thinking ????
how come this week i act so reckless ?
mine reaction to everything was just do without thinking in details… so unlike me….
Maybe due to something that I am pending and that was more important that the rest of it I don’t even take a second look….

Sign…
Today.. vomit again.. what happen to me ???
Just when this whole week mine health was on a smooth ride and suddenly it is back….
What really happening to mine health ???
X-ray don’t even show a thing at all…
Doctor have no clue to it… what happening ??

Please let me recover……

Fully recovered....

2006-02-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

YES~~!!!~~~!!!

i have fully recovered already....
sorry to made u guys n ladies out there worry about me...
now no more worries... Hey guy when coming out to eat again ?
cant wait till the next meet up...

anyway today in office sounds boring.. same thing work
as per normal... tuesday wed thursday nothing much but monday friday super lots of things... wonder how to change it...

well for that D&D few days ago i got second prize sponsed by local carrier.. that is one DVD plus cash n voucher.. sign... how i hope that USD500 was mine.. but nevermind.. it was over already....

我难过

2006-02-21T21:48:00.001+08:00

我难过

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来

你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快

我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来

i noe whats with mine gastric... hahaha

2006-02-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

finally i noe whats with mine gastric already...
too much juice already...
cant eat too much per meal..
n when feel hungry just eat some thing to kill the juice off hahaha
stuipd right... but sign... how come there is so much gastric juice.. i also dont noe why...

did a test with mine gastric by having some curry today.. not alot but some...
test it with cold drink also.. no side effect for 3 hours already..
tomorrow do some more test on it...

MC at home...

2006-02-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

Sign... what a day... whole day blur blur at home due to medication..
nothing much happen just play game n an hour nap in the noon..
thats all... wish that i was at work... life's boring with no aims..
wanted to do some designs for website but mine brain is to blur to function...
even broke a cup this morning even though that cup was well placed but i just so blur that i swept mine hand half way across the take to broke it...

tomorrow will go work liao so glad.. but heard that mine office staff will be having a gd lunch as some was lucky n got the money prize.. but haiz.. i will only eat bread for lunch tomorrow due to mine gastric sign... but gd that is that i did not vomit today but cough alot n quite hard one...

--------------------------------------------

Though of today...
Treasure the ppl, the things, n everything around u.. cos out of the blue u might lose it one day with out any notice or tell tale signs

Visit to SGH

2006-02-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

well after yesterdays 4 time of vomiting..
i went to SGH today to see a doc...
it took X-ray for mine lungs and stomach... everything seems ok..
nothing was wrong..
n just said that i was down with gastric problem
was given a day MC.. but dont noe if i should take it.. see how i am tomorrow..
sign.. now also suffering from serious headache..
cant think properly...

sorry if u r unable to understand mine post.. brain cant function that well now..

Thanks sharon for being with me to hospital n back home taking care of me..
Thanks mine bro ah hua, eddy, n all other friends n colleagues whom r concern about me.
Thanks everyone.. (but I don’t think mine colleagues will noe about this blog anyway)

Cruise.... (post for 18 Feb)

2006-02-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Well today morning n noon was a boring one..
maybe bcos mine dear is not with me...
feeling werid... miss her...

well as for the cruise today...
i dress quite formal...
although some of mine colleuage say they will wear jeans (as it is allowed)
but i still prefer to wear abit formal for this type of function..
when arrive at harbour front.. i saw sam who wear quite casual.. i was thinking that ok.. i might really going to be the only one who wear formal n be the clown for the day.. haha..
but lucky when the agents turn up i found that mine dress code can blend in easily lucky me..
just before boarding the cruise.. i vomited once.. just yesterday hope it will be better but sign.. it did not.. guess what.. i also have headache as a gift to tag along with mine current condition.. what else could be better....

waited one hour for the cruise to arrive n we board the cruise... not to bad (maybe i not too choosy) after the cruise left the dock, the DJ played some games.. n follow by buffet dinner just when the dinner started.. i when to vomit again.. (second time) after that i found that non of the food i can eat.. what a day.. so all i did was sit down close mine eyes n rest n the kind crew provide me with sea sick pills but i just told them i am not sea sick but i was already sick before i onboard..but the vomitting did not end there.. after the meal the DJ contiune the games.. in mid of it.. i when to vomit.. (third time) pratically almost the whole of mine lunch is being vomit out... after the games was over it was lucky draw.. but not lucky me.. non was mine name..

total of 9 prize of which 4 was USD500, 1 was 10,000 Yen, RM1000, ticket to barcelona, sydney and a holiday to one of the phillpines island.. n a additional last min prize was another USD500.... after the lucky draw was dance.. just when the DJ start the song.. i went to vomit (forth time) to finish off throwing out mine lunch.. what a wonderful day man...

after the cruise dock at singapore it was already 11.. have to thanks betty n her husband for giving us a lift even though she drop me at chinese garden but to me it was enough.. did not want to disturb her n her husband..

so i walk to the nearest busstop n took bus home...

What a day...

Not of any better today.. (post for 17 Feb)

2006-02-18T02:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. though today will be better but worst leh...
yesterday only vomit (so call la but nothing came out feel like coughing from the stomach) twice... today thrice...
strange thing is that it only happen in the day not at night..

tonight also meet up at jingle bell with eddy pei rong n wei wei...
talk about the webby stuff.. n other entertainment...
wah eddy call me Net Executive.. presure by the name...
later cannot work out die la... make a fool out of mineself..

hope tomorrow (18 feb) mine cough will be better... n might include something in this blog also keep a look out :p

sick again

2006-02-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

whahaha guess what i sick again
hahaha today feel like vomiting, when to tried twice.. but nothing came out.. as normal..
haiz... what to do seen a doc... taken medication.. gastric n Coughing problem… sign… why sick again.. Company D&D on sat leh.. go cruise leh.. also don’t noe what to wear for the cruise.. they say can wear jeans n shirt.. but I feel like wearing formal leh.. how......

now i only hope i can recover fast n mine laptop is up n running.. no laptop sian leh..

well this is one of the many photo we took during the chalet.. but i like this one bcos all of the gang is in this pic..

day after V day....

2006-02-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

well yesterday did nothing much just when to mine gf place to sit beside her while she laid in bed watch TV n sleep...
just like watching her sleep... so peaceful just like it soo much....

well today nothing much happen.. just like normal at work... boring n sian... it is only after work that i found out today no dinner.. sian...
try to ask hua out but his HP off "( eddy dinner with his parent... only pei rong was free so i wait for her at the train platform at raffles n we took the train to jurong point for dinner...

today is also the birth-day for our Lao Di Fang group...
hope more things will happen n we are able to keep in contact more often...

V day already leh...

2006-02-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

now is officially V day now since it have pass 12 am... have plans for sharon have got her flowers n was to delivered to her work place, plans to eat n go for movie.. but some news shock me on 13 feb.. that was sharon was sick.... haiz.. have to rush down after work to collect the flower as she will not working...

wish that i can fetch her from her place to mine house to take care of her... she cant have a proper rest at her home.. how i wish i can be with her now... take care of her when she sleep....
i miss the way she sleep... i can sit lay down beside her to see her sleep for hours it never made me tired at all....
anyway i am doing fine now.. dont feel like vomiting already.. although today did feel abit once.. but was alot more better compare to last week where i really want to vomit..... the doc just say I have virus… if nothing happen is fine.. but if something happen might have to go hospital for more check up.. signz.. really hope nothing happen to me…

Chalet with surprise :)

2006-02-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

well when to chalet costa sand (pasir ris) from 10 Feb to 12 Feb.... thats why did not post anything :P
have to thanks all mine friends for helping me :P

Thanks to Xinyao for coming all the way from woodlands to help me carry things to chalet.

Thanks to Eddy for assisting in bringing stuffs to chalet :p and sorry to let you wait outside the door while i was actually at white sand :P

Thanks to Wei wei for helping to buy food for chalet, hey ur Jellies taste nice ok :p hope to get more of it... (greedy me) i am also sorry to let u wait outside the chalet with eddy :P forgive me ok...

Thanks to Alice, whom help cleaning up after the BBQ :p
BTW : hey alice although we are not near the airport but there is a airbase near our place ok :P (joking don’t take it to heart)

Thanks to Pong, for helping to top up our supplies of drink and charcoal, sorry that we did not eat the Maggie you have bring.

Thanks to Ming hua for coming early on Friday night and rush back to work on sat… do take care of ur health ok… u should noe la u don’t sleep enough something happen… ( we have a new nick for you liao hahah)

To Shawn and Jasmine nice meeting you ppls.

Thanks to Gui Hua, whom help us get some last min food and the surprise :P

Thanks to Rong for white lie to distracting Sharon :p

Above all, Thanks to everyone’s present and assistance to make the surprise for Sharon a successful one and that she totally have no clue about it till it happen….

This chalet was a funny and memorable one, it have manage to bring us to know some people better, even Xinyao whom we hardly have chance to meet up due to the geographical location we staying at,

On the first day of chalet nothing much really happen just that we ton night playing cards and open door for their arrival,

During the second chalet Eddy manage to have a chance to learn roller-bladding , but me and xinyao also stress out by not letting eddy fall down. But our main event was the BBQ, overall was a successful one as all the food purchase was not wasted and everyone play their part whether in cleaning or setting up BBQ, during the BBQ I was keeping an eye on the clock as I was waiting for Gui Hua’s arrival as he was the holding the final puzzle for the surprise, which was the flower. Just before he arrived I brief them all one by one on whats their role and whats going to happen after Gui Hua’s arrival while briefing them we manage to keep it away from Sharon :p Alice, Eddy was the camera man, Ming hua assist in playing the CD, while the rest try to distraict Sharon while I pick the flower up. After Gui Hua arrived from the front door and Ming hua played the song, I enter from the back door without sharon’s notice, and surprise her from the back and pass her the flower and did the surprise which was to me the main event for the whole chalet… that is to propose to her. She tired to run and hid her shy face but was held back, by all who witness this whole successful event that take place.

Thanks everyone in helping me to make this surprise for Sharon… Thanks..

Let’s hope this memory stay with us forever and that we will be together no matter what happen be it good or bad, happy or sad.

Sorry to those whom know why I was in a bad mood while preparing the BBQ, as I strongly believe in that “if we were to do enjoy we will do it together, if we were to work we will do it together” because if most r working and some go play.. it will make those that do the work feel low in moral and let them having a feeling of unfairness.

2006-02-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

Tim & James best friend whom both face problems in work, they are unable to the take presure so they when to look for their master to seek advise on their work, after sitting there for half a day the master advise was only "all is just for a rice bowl"

both of them left, Tim left the company and set up a business, years of hardwork paid off and he became success. While James stayed on work hard and was holding a high manager position years later.

After their sucess they meet up and talk about it, Tim asked James why he did not left the company. James reply was all is just for a rice bowl just endure it and learn it then everything will be fine. While James reply was all is just for a rice bowl why endure and why not open a company on his own.

They went to seek their master for and advise that was given to them years ago, after waiting for half a day their master reply was "all was just a moment of decision"

A moment of decision can change one's life. Ppl maybe just confuse and need an advise but the final outcome will all depend on how that person think...

A coin have 2 face,
it is just depend on how one look at it.
it can be gd or bad, sad or happy,
love or hate, life or death.
it is all divided by a thin line of choice,
wrong choice will lead to regets.
choose well and dont reget.

Every problem have a bright side it will only depend on how the person handle it, and how the person see's it

凌晨三点钟{张智成}

2006-02-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

most part of this song really reflect how i felt...
special to that person....

this is the part that really reflect how i felt...

明天开始我将如何面对没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby babylove can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby babylove should be so beautiful
你给的太多现在我才懂

enjoy the whole song.....

这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼

现在是凌晨三点钟喝了
点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空

你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后

那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby babylove can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控

baby babylove
should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟

现在是凌晨三点钟喝了
点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后

凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底才能看得透

精灵{林俊杰}

2006-02-09T15:53:00.001+08:00

精灵{林俊杰}

月光下的你沉默而孤单

挺直的脊梁和瘦削的肩膀

眼里的迷惘

影子的苍

凉夜雾茫茫

可以对着你一整个晚

上什么都不说数着呼吸幻

想想着真实的你到底怎样

怎么坚强

但爱轻悄悄的追来的不露痕迹

化成一件外衣

披上眼前的你我思念到了底

就一直逗留在你心里

因为我遇见你像一场虚拟的游戏

我认识你也只是网路上一段讯息

你若不在我的脑海

就一片空白

因为我不停猜想你的心思你的脸

模拟着和你见面走在一起的画面

我会等待你能接受

这么爱

1 Jan 2005

2006-01-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

Meet up at eddy's place at 4pm with ah hua and mine love to share photo the photo we took during the new year eve. Later at 8 pm we went to lao di fang to have dinner with Q and po joining us at 10 pm bring Scrabble along.

We end up whole night playing the game till next day 6++am. Almost 12 hour at lao di fang, 10 hours of scrabble... Really have a crazy day..

31 Dec : Moody start average ending

2006-01-01T04:11:00.000+08:00

Waking up in the morning feeling moody not due to holiday season coming or working on sat, but bcos i am meeting someone whom i have first crust on but was rejected....

Met up with Sarah at 8 but she was late.. as per usual giving a reason that she cant wake up.. but manage to guess somethings correctly about her when the time she msg me..

Example :-
1) I was correct that she was about to shower when i reply her msg asking her to go shower fast..
2) When she msg me asking if i want to borrow the VCD which she talk about it with me something ago i guess she just finish shower n have not changed.
3) Ask her not to rush and take her time...
3) Manage to guess correctly that she worn black top,

All guess i made was vertify when i met up with her n was claim that it was true by her..
I guess i can go buy and win 4D already.... so gd in guessing.. haha

After work finish at 2pm, went to Suntec city to have lunch at Pizza hut with mine love, I purchase a Spec for myself at marine south after saying to buy it for a few months.. at first only want to pay half the amount as deposit but the sales person go key in the full amount, and mine love whom key in the PIN for me did not see the amount and just go ahead with the transaction. After the transaction was successfully done the saleperson then tell me the mistake and applogise but to me i knew it was a business trick for them to get the commission earlier as today is the month end.... what a salesperson.. reget purchasing from them.. but nevermind.. can let mine love learn a lesson...

after meeting up with mine pri sch friend eddy, we had dinner at marine south's food court and later meet up with eddys bro at the same location. overall everything was fine till the firework came. Crowded as per normal, overall this year firework was a ok one.. after the firework eddy with me send mine gf home and we took a cab to meet up Rong, at coffee shop near eddy place to have supper and tea... Ah hua wanted to join us but was unable to as he was cant catch a cab so we left the coffee shop... about an hour later ah hua msg me saying he still cant get a cab... so sad.. i told him to get a cab hope he manage to get one..

What is love....

2 MONTHS LATER.. STILL OVER LOAD

over load...

sleepless night...

STUCK IN A BIG DECISION

擦肩而過

sharon preg...

LEFT ZIM LOG.. MISS THEM :p

我不配

I LEFT ZIM LOG

大男人 小女孩 by 林俊杰

IN CAMP TRAINING

金莎 - 笨蛋

六月的雨 by 胡歌

LAST DAY IN AGS

hm.. crazy thoughs

New mobile phone

李圣杰--不顾一切的爱

quotes

Life...

我可以 by 蔡旻佑

How to Save a Life

WOULD YOU BE THERE

Project : ROM Date line : 6 Oct

Chinese New Year 2007

忘不了

吴克群-我有罪

review of year 2006

buzy buzy buzy...

IPOD DOWN~~~!!!~~~!!!

Tired....

CHALET AT DEC WILL IT CANCEL AGAIN ??

很想说 by李圣杰

Tired week~~~~

SCOPE RESULT.....

GOING FOR SCOPE....

GIFT FOR SHARON....

Unfaithful by Rihanna

BADLY DAMAGE HEALTH..

body system down... again..

Love....

Sharon Bday & Genting trip (18-20 Aug)

msg...

Visit to Loof & Old folk home (12 & 13Aug)

SUPERWOMAN - KARYN WHITE

你那么爱她 - 李圣杰

重来 李圣杰

what is love ??

VEGE SUNDAY...

window walking sunday....

Most Beautiful Girl In The World by Prince

CHECK UP AT SGH

~!~!~!~ CHALET CANCELLED ~!~!~!~

男人的苦

is hardworking a mistake ?

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

又一年又三年

I swear (All 4 one)

3 weeks of June...

每一次和你分开

superwomen

二人世界

I WANT MOVIE!!!!!

I am transfered....

What you sew what you sow

decision...

张智成 -> 没有你

Meet up with mine army friends....

Movie~~ day (post for 1 March)

smoky weekend....

what was i thinking this week?

Fully recovered....

我难过

i noe whats with mine gastric... hahaha

MC at home...

Visit to SGH

Cruise.... (post for 18 Feb)

Not of any better today.. (post for 17 Feb)

sick again

day after V day....

大男人小女孩 by 林俊杰

IPOD DOWN~!!!~!!!

重来李圣杰